
Who cares! It took just one Sgt. to make me think about stuff I wanted to forget. About 2 years ago I wrote to my bud Rossi, it was the first time I had written to him since I seen him in PTRP, he wrote back and told me that he had unknowingly forgotten about ARMY/PTRP, he said when he seen my mail that it all came back, "It was the worst thing that ever happend to me, and I unknowingly forgot like I was protecting myself from remembering it". Most of the people I know in PTRP wanted to forget, it seem that the only ones who don't forget have the worst damage, and or the feel the lost honor of soldiering, and some just hated it. Who cares! It's hard for me to forget. I tryed when I got home, I ignored letters from my friends in the Army, and i'm truly sorry for that. I tryed to move on, but as the damage moved to other parts of my body it was hard to forget. I worked out "deals" in my head to try to blance the good Sgt that cared and the other Sgts that brought pain. Did it even out? Should I even be weighing it? Who cares! When I read the letter from Capt. Fisher it took me way back, when I read what the SGT wrote, I felt the anger and hate in his words. I don't even know how to feel, what if he dished out some hate on some Pvts after reading this webpage, and would it be my falt for making this page? Not only did he write in and come after me, he made out his point how he felt about PVTs in PTRP. I find it hard for a high % of fakers and gold diggers to join the Army in a time of war. Who cares! Is it time for a change? Time will tell. Who cares?
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