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Saturday, March 19th 2005

8:20

Who Does Care, Not Many


Who cares!

It took just one Sgt. to make me think about stuff I wanted to forget. About 2 years ago I wrote to my bud Rossi, it was the first time I had written to him since I seen him in PTRP, he wrote back and told me that he had unknowingly forgotten about ARMY/PTRP, he said when he seen my mail that it all came back, "It was the worst thing that ever happend to me, and I unknowingly forgot like I was protecting myself from remembering it". Most of the people I know in PTRP wanted to forget, it seem that the only ones who don't forget have the worst damage, and or the feel the lost honor of soldiering, and some just hated it.

     Who cares! It's hard for me to forget. I tryed when I got home, I ignored letters from my friends in the Army, and i'm truly sorry for that. I tryed to move on, but as the damage moved to other parts of my body it was hard to forget. I worked out "deals" in my head to try to blance the good Sgt that cared and the other Sgts that brought pain. Did it even out? Should I even be weighing it?

     Who cares! When I read the letter from Capt. Fisher it took me way back, when I read what the SGT wrote, I felt the anger and hate in his words. I don't even know how to feel, what if he dished out some hate on some Pvts after reading this webpage, and would it be my falt for making this page? Not only did he write in and come after me, he made out his point how he felt about PVTs in PTRP. I find it hard for a high % of fakers and gold diggers to join the Army in a time of war.

    Who cares! Is it time for a change? Time will tell.

     Who cares?
11 Comment(s).

Posted by pvt 2 coria lucille:

I remember u i was ptrp ssg kent,ssg joyner ecti wanna said hi :-(:):(
Monday, June 25th 2007 @ 1:03

Posted by Lena D'Andrea:

There are alot of people that care, Ski. It's just mainly the privates that were there with us. The reason the Cadre are so upset- is because 1. They think THEY are being attacked- but if they read the posts- unless you were named directly, we weren't talking about you. or 2 (In the case of SSG Black) They have a guilty concience. Only someone with something to hide would be so upset over the truth being told. I remember when Owens gave you your PFC pin- I thought to myself "Well, theres the only decent thing he's ever done for somebody" you earned that rank- and everything else. You put in your time, but most of all- you put in your HEART, and not many people that I have met "in the real world" can say that about anything.Another thing that strikes me as funny- is that the group we were there with, and even after you went home- DID NOT WANT TO GO HOME. We wanted nothing more than to go back to training. And for the people to post those things about us like that is absurd. I have NEVER cried as hard as I did when I got off that plane. That was when it hit me. And it hit me so hard, I'm still reeling from it to this day. I lost a huge chunk of me that I will NEVER get back, and I have thought many times- was there something different I could do? The answer is no. Our Minds were strong, our Hearts were stronger, but our bodies couldn't make the journey. Does that make us less of a soldier? No. It makes us human. And for the people that say we couldn't hack it in the military- The ONLY people that I would want around me if I did make it to war- ARE the soldiers I met in PTRP. Why? Because ANY ONE OF US WOULD GLADLY HAVE GIVIN OUR LIVES FOR ANOTHER SHOULD THE OCCASION ARISE. Can you say that about your battles? Well, we can. I don't know how to fill the whole left in us from the Army. I shipped to PTRP the day before my AIT graduation, and was supposed to just pass the phase 5 APFT run and head on to Ft. Gordon. It didn't happen- and my injuries multiplied exponentially
Friday, September 14th 2007 @ 17:36

Posted by Anonymous:

while in PTRP- but I never thought I would actually have to go home. Through everything I always thought- this too shall pass- but it didn't and time doesn't heal all wounds. It's ironic that they would say that PTRP is for the trainees that didn't want to be in the Army- we FOUGHT to go to PTRP, We FOUGHT to stay in it, And we FOUGHT OUR DISCHARGES. Would a trainee that "hates" the military do that? And what's even funnier is that even after we WENT home we still FOUGHT to make the program right. Just know that there are people that care, and are here if you need them. And don't let someone elses ignorance and closed-mindedness bother you. They aren't worth it.
Friday, September 14th 2007 @ 17:41

Posted by Lena D'Andrea:

If you ever need someone to talk- you have my email. We all care Ski-please don't forget that.
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